its not your fault,gurl~

no matter wat i will always love u...


but i understand now.....

love cannot always go the way u wan...

thats y i decided to go back to the way i am in the past....

where death...gothic....satan is constantly around mi......

where my life doesnt live in the land of the living....

things dun always go my way~

y every fcuking thing just dun always fcuking go my way?!?!?!?why why why why why!?!?!?!

its so mother fcuking irritating.........










i guess im gonna be alone just lyk dat ler.....

not gonna smile,not gonna laugh,not gonna joke...




just an empty soul................

a living dead.....

the last post b4 this was when i was with my ex for the 1st month but nw we have already broken up for almost 3 months already~valentine dae never celebrate for 2011...in school,i found the girl i like but she got bf...Is my life destined to be like this?It fcuking hurts so much that i could just.....just.....haix....


To love i may cry
because of it, i will die
but i still have my skates which is my closest fren,
which will always be with me till the very end.